Some of you have been following my son’s shipping out to the military to begin training as a US Army Ranger. Over the past week or two, I’ve been struck by his maturity (in spite of just being 18 years old), after having been diagnosed with a knee ailment that will most likely ultimately result in his being medically discharged. In the wake of the dashing of his dreams (he has wanted to be a Ranger for 2 years, and he’s been planning to join the army since he was a sixth-grader), he has turned to the Lord for strength. Books like, “Don’t Waste your Life” (by John Piper) and “40 Days of Purpose (by Rick Warren), along with the Bible, have given him solace. Songs like “Storm” (by Lifehouse) have helped encourage him. And ultimately, trust in God’s sovereignty have helped him realize that, “When a person is knocked down to his knees, the only place to which he can turn is the Lord.” He’ll probably be home in two weeks. He had no “plan B.” He was hoping to invest 20 years in the military. After lots of brainstorming, he’ll probably try to begin a 4-year college degree. (In fact, it looks like we have him set up to start his freshman year this fall.)
Where do you turn in the midst of a storm? What books, what songs, what scripture passages have meant the most to you when things have gone differently than you hoped? How do you survive? Please click “Comments” under this item on the web and give your input on how to make it through the storm.
For your quick reference, below are the words to the “Lifehouse” song that has meant a lot to my son. Click the big arrow immediately below to see Jason, the leader of Lifehouse, performing the song live.
Storm
by Lifehouse
How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
Water’s getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I could see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right
I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I’m so used to living underneath the surface
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right
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[Edited Aug. 2:]
After Tony’s comment below, I remembered this song by Steven Curtis Chapman. Speaks directly into this topic. Thanks again for your input.
God is God
by Steven Curtis Chapman
And the pain falls like a curtain
On the things I once called certain
And I have to say the words I fear the most
I just don’t know
And the questions without answers
Come and paralyze the dancer
So I stand here on the stage afraid to move
Afraid to fall, oh, but fall I must
On this truth that my life has been formed from the dust
God is God and I am not
I can only see a part of the picture He’s painting
God is God and I am man
So I’ll never understand it all
For only God is God
And the sky begins to thunder
And I’m filled with awe and wonder
‘Til the only burning question that remains
Is who am I
Can I form a single mountain
Take the stars in hand and count them
Can I even take a breath without God giving it to me
He is first and last before all that has been
Beyond all that will pass
Oh, how great are the riches of His wisdom and knowledge
How unsearchable for to Him and through
Him and from Him are all things
So let us worship before the throne
Of the One who is worthy of worship alone
[Edited Aug. 3:]
Thanks to Commenter Ed, from Topeka, who suggested “A Living Prayer” by Alison Krauss and Union Station.
Ed also suggested Chris Tomlin’s and Matt Redman’s “How Can I Keep From Singing?”
(Thanks Ed!)
Then there’s David Crowder’s “Come Thou Fount”, requested by my son at Ft. Benning:
Do not pass “Go.” Do not collect $200. Go directly to your nearest bookseller and check out The Shack. Great book especially for those who are suffering or have suffered.
Whoa Lynn. It sounds like a very though-provoking novel. Thanks.
At times like that in my life, I’m usually drawn back to Psalm 77.
The psalmist, Asaph (a mature believer and leader of the Temple choir) has been crying to God for help, but no help is given. It seems that God is unresponsive to his prayers, and it drives him almost to the point of despair. Then he remembered the deeds of the Lord and His wonders of old (verse 11). This changed and corrected his thinking as he meditated on and realized God’s faithfulness in the past. This helped change his thinking from despair to peace – the overall theme of this psalm.
Printing a copy of Psalm 77 to send to my son at his Army base — right now. Thanks Tony.
Doug
Tony, after your comment, I was reminded of the song, “God is God,” by Steven Curtis Chapman. You’ll recall that his family ended up suffering the loss of their beautiful 5 year old daughter, Maria. She was hit by a car in the family driveway, May 21, 2008. The car was driven by an old brother who did not see little Maria. Yikes. Can you imagine how much this song must have come to mean to that family? He wrote this immediately following the bombing of the World Trade Center, never imagining, I trust, how relevant it would become to his own life.
I will never forget the words out of my mouth when my son cried to me, “Mom, Mom, why did they have to kill my dad?” Only the Holy Spirit could have prompted me to reply in the biggest storm of my life, “I don’t know, Daniel, but I do know that in all things God works for good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28 is a promise to which I cling.
ALISON KRAUSS AND UNION STATION – A Living Prayer
In this world I walk alone with no place to call my home
But there’s One who holds my hand
The rugged road through barren lands
The way is dark, the road is steep
But He’s become my eyes to see
The strength to climb, my griefs to bear
This Savior lives inside me there
In Your love I find release
A haven from my unbelief
Take my life and let me be
A living prayer my God to thee
How Can I Keep From Singing
Matt Redman, Chris Tomlin, Ed Cash
Verse 2:
I will lift my eyes
in the darkest night
for I know my Savior lives
and I will walk with You
knowing You see me through
and sing the songs You give
Bridge:
Am7 G/B
I can sing in the troubled times,
C D
sing when I win.
Am7 G/B
I can sing when I lose my step,
C D
and I fall down again.
Am7 G/B
I can sing ’cause You pick me up,
C D
sing ’cause You’re there
Am7 G/B
I can sing ’cause You hear me Lord,
C D
when I call to You in prayer
Am7 G/B
I can sing with my last breath
C D
sing for I know
Am7 G/B
that I’ll sing with the angels,
C D
and the saints around the throne.
Chorus:
G D
How can I keep from singing Your praise?
C G/B
How can I ever say enough?
C D
how amazing is Your love?
G D
How can I keep from shouting Your name?
C G/B
I know I am loved by the King
C D G
and it makes my heart want to sing
“Hope Resurrected” by Dutch Sheets (ISBN: 978-0830736249) captivated me when I read it. I have sinced passed it onto a friend of mine who’s in stage 4 cancer and he’s said of all the books that well-meaning folks have given him in the past 2 years, this one is what he returns to again and again.
I’ve just placed an order for this book on Amazon at $4.25. Thanks!